You Will Never Know


You will never know,
Just how I feel,
Knowing you won’t be right there.
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My heart with out you,
Is cold and dark,
My days are like hell.
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Still we cannot be together,
Because it is just not meant to be so,.
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May our futures apart be as good as together,
May this be so.
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I see you online,
And I just cannot speak,
I am lost in thoughts of you.
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Nights I sit and wonder,
Wouldn’t it be great,
If I was just sleeping next to you.
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This valentine will be cold,
But I will not waste it on you.
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My heart will one day be shared with another,
I just prey that day will come soon.

New Years Wish


I made a prayer for new year,
I made a dream for the spring,
That you would come and make me whole,
That you would fill my heart again,
Only time will tell if this is to be,
Will God let you come to me.
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I hold my head high,
I keep my hope free,
One day you will come along
And sit beside me.

You Make The World Simple


The world is full of pain,
Fear, hate and war,
But with you here,
You make me forget it all.
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Few things are impossible,
When we are together,
The world is forgotten,
And life is never better.
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Every time I see you,
My heart turns to jelly,
And my every whim is,
Waiting for your command.
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When the world gets busy,
And life gets confusing,
You sit with me and smile,
And everything is simple again.

To An Old Crush


You stole my heart,
Heals my scars,
Made me see,
What you meant to me.
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My morning thoughts would be filled with you,
My evening pondering wouldn’t be complete without you,
You never knew,
Did you?
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I took the risk,
Told you of my heart,
I payed the price,
I don’t think I could pay again.
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The days we spent together,
Were always a great delight,
But they also brought pain,
I would bare it just to be with you.
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I know we couldn’t be,
There was never a chance,
But I still could dream,
And dream I did.
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It took six years for me to tell you,
It will take six more to get over you,
My heart will always yearn for you,
My mind will learn to get over you.
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So one last message I have to say,
Thank you for you loving friendship,
I wish you could have felt the same way,
But the heart is strange,
It wants what it wants,
Yours will never want the same as mine,
So I say goodbye with a smile,
A serge of pain,
Goodbye old friend,
Maybe will meet again some day.

We Once Said I Love You


You once said I love you without force,
Without pain, without remorse,
What we had was special,
But the bitterness came,
First it was just arguing,
Behind locked doors, then in public.
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I once said I love you without wincing,
Without a sigh, without rolling my eyes,
What we had felt right,
But the cruelty came,
And we drifted apart,
Lived separately, Then moved apart.
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We once said I love you without spite,
Without sarcasm, Without venom,
What we had worked,
But what finally came,
And finally ended it,
Was sharp words, and harsher jibes.

The 1967 Breakthrough


Am I dreaming,
Am I alone,
Could this be,
Could we have won,
Love is allowed,
Love is not wrong,
Society accepts us,
Society moves on,
There is still more to do,
There are those who protest,
Society will adapt,
Society has already,
Love has been accepted,
Love has no limits,
Could tomorrow be better,
Could we love free,
I am not alone,
I am not dreaming.

Light of my Life


Years passed where I asked for you,
And who knew,
You were asking for me too.
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We may not have known each other,
But our hearts knew,
you were asking for me,
And I was asking for you too.
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My mornings are bright,
Waking next to you,
Seeing your smile,
Just being with you,
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Once my nights were dark,
But you see,
You are a light,
In my life to me.