The last year has been hard,
I won’t pretend otherwise,
My last words were over a phone,
And my last picture is old.
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You didn’t get to live long,
There are many things you taught me,
Like how to remain strong,
When life treats you wrong.
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But lately I’ve been thinking,
And everything reminds me of you,
So many unasked questions,
And answers that will never be.
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Life has failed to break me yet,
But taking you was a decent attempt,
I still can’t find the perfect way,
To say Goodbye Dad.
Category: Loss
You Make The World Simple
The world is full of pain,
Fear, hate and war,
But with you here,
You make me forget it all.
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Few things are impossible,
When we are together,
The world is forgotten,
And life is never better.
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Every time I see you,
My heart turns to jelly,
And my every whim is,
Waiting for your command.
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When the world gets busy,
And life gets confusing,
You sit with me and smile,
And everything is simple again.
Another Reminder Your Not There
When I see the news,
It reminds me,
When I visit the shops,
It reminds me,
Fathers day,
Another reminder,
Family packs,
Without the father,
Advertising emails,
For father and son,
Another sting,
Now that your gone.
Goodbye, Farewell, So Long.
Each day I go out,
I forget your aren’t here,
When I walk to work,
You are just there,
You must be at home,
Where else would you be,
I’m not convincing myself,
It’s just the way it has been,
Then I remember,
And I twinge a little inside,
You aren’t at home,
And haven’t “just popped out,
For a while,”
No,
You are gone,
And can never be seen,
No quick visit,
Or just a cup of tea,
I have to remind myself,
Before I try to call,
You are not here,
No, not at all,
So before I forget,
And dream you are home,
let me say goodbye,
farewell and so long.
Happy Fathers Day
I would write a card,
but it could not reach you,
I would visit,
But I could not meet you,
I would call,
But you could not answer,
I would text,
But you wouldn’t get it,
All I can do is say,
Happy fathers day,
And hope you can hear me.
For A Fallen Petal
A person is like a petal,
Each one adds to the flower,
As a person adds to a family,
Eventually a petal falls.
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Over time that gap will fill,
Although now time stands still,
And for now the gap is obvious,
But the gap is there for all of us.
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There is a time for every petal,
As there is a time for all of us,
And when our petal falls,
We will land on God’s grass.
Today I Thought Of You
I thought of you today,
That is nothing new,
But I cannot tell you.
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You were always there,
And I never knew,
How much I’d miss you.
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So in the words you loved,
Life’s a piece of shit,
When you look at it.
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Without you here,
I’ll live by your ways,
And enjoy my life.
