He FriendZoned Me


I fell for him,
Like the leaves,
Did for the autumn,
I made a move,
With great intention,
I wanted to love him,
I wanted to be his,
He smiled and said,
Were just good friends,
I don’t want to ruin this,
We agreed and I left,
I wish we were together,
But it could never be,
As he FriendZoned me.

Weak At The Knees


Weak at the knees,
Sweet begins to bead,
I know you are there,
But you will never be here.
***
You had the eyes the smile,
The love and the hare,
My taste in music,
It was all there.
***
But my mind was aching,
You weren’t mine,
For the taking,
Just a friend for the making.
***
You will always make,
Me weak at the knees,
Make me fall in a breeze,
But you will never please.

You Are Perfect


From your beautiful brown eyes,
To your chiseled chin,
Our late night drives,
A shoulder to cry on,
The smell of smoke,
All over you skin.
***
Your perfect fashion sense,
The macho air,
The rough skin,
The perfectly kept hair,
The age in your eyes,
The youth in your smile.
***
It’s not just your looks,
But your brains,
A sense of humor to kill,
A cunning and a will,
Life knowledge,
And countless skills.
***
You were the answer to my prayer,
Good looked down,
And placed you there,
Knowing I needed,
Someone to care,
When I felt I was going nowhere.

Perfect Gay Straight Man


How is it,
When the perfect man,
Enters your life,
He becomes a friend,
But can’t become more.
***
Perfect for me,
Doesn’t mean perfect for him,
Two opposite minds,
Creates opposite worlds,
And often ends in tears.
***
You were,
The perfect gay man,
Understanding, accepting and friendly,
But there was one snag,
You were straight.

You Were My Dream


There were nights I would sleep,
And wish I wouldn’t wake,
Seeing you with me,
Meant walking was a heartache.
***
Some people said I was silly,
But all I wanted was you with me,
I knew it wasn’t meant to be,
Just you with me, you see.
***
You made me fearless,
Happy to let go from it all,
You will never know,
How I feel when you call.
***
Life will never be the same,
Knowing you won’t love me,
The way I love you,
There will never be a me and you.